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I'm in one of those stages where life in general is on the verge of improving in myriad ways. Personal life is good, new work and projects are in the pipeline, so I can't complain about the near future. What I find interesting is that just prior to good things hitting many of our personal horizons, Life seems to throw some curve balls. I'm experiencing this myself, and I find it a curious manifestation. I don't know what the purpose is of hardships being visited just prior to prosperity manifesting, but it does seem to be a common experience. I know it isn't unique to my life, as I've discussed this with friends many times over the years.
A good analogy would be that you're driving along a beautiful road, enjoying the journey, only to keep getting slowed down by small or large landslides. You can see beyond the pile of debris to clear road, but you have to stop and clear the rubble away before driving on down the beautiful vista.
It could be argued that it's just Life...that it isn't necessarily a good or a bad thing, nor should it be looked at as any deep, dark cloud of Doom being visited upon us. I don't dispute that thought - Life does hand us all manner of energies. I've said time and time again that we define ourselves by how we choose to react to a given set of circumstances.
So, when you can see happy times within a fingertips' grasp, yet you find yourself also swimming against the proverbial current to get there, how do you deal with it? I find myself focusing on my breathing. When I feel conflicted, or scared that something insurmountable is approaching, I feel a sense of heaviness in my chest. This reminds me to search for calm, to stop the vicious cycle of fear based thoughts, and immediately choose to switch the focus of my conscious thoughts to something of a lighter and happier emotion and vibration. Does this work 100% of the time to ease that moment of stress? A great majority of the time, it really does.
Yes, the issues of concern remain, even when I am changing my conscious set point and pattern of thoughts. However, when I focus on happier thoughts, I'm better able to come back to that issue of concern with a more clear head. Solutions are more easily accessed, if I just take time to breathe through the initial fears. I admit that even knowing this fact to be true, I sometimes fall victim to those encroaching worries. They build up in our mind's eye with ferocious and astonishing speed, don't they?!
What I'm focusing on today is that my near future has a lot of wonderful things that are on the verge of happening. These things are mere weeks away and will bring some much needed stability and security to my freelancing business. On a personal level, my life is also changing and that energy is growing and improving, and is also mere weeks away from further clarity happening. It is the here and now that is a bit challenging and worrisome. I'm falling back on a lifetime of practicality to weather the temporary bumps in the road, and I'm very appreciative of having these coping skills.
Am I still harboring some fears, deep inside? Yes, to a degree, because reality can be downright harsh at times. To be fair, adopting a temporary hunkering down mode doesn't slow down or prevent all the good energy that is approaching; I remind myself of this fact quite often. Perhaps the bumps in the road are Nature's way of clearing out a bunch of junky energy. Sort of a way to clear the road by dramatic means....a catharsis. If looked at in this manner, then the series of troublesome moments that hit prior to the good stuff occurring can be looked at as a blessing. It is my habit to look for the positives in any situation, and these thoughts have been circling in my mind for the past several weeks. I would much rather find a way to appreciate these annoying little tangles in my path than to lament and embrace them, building them into an even larger ball of worries. I think we all know that focusing and pouring energy into a negative mindset just encourages more of that same energy to grow and manifest.
So, yes, Life sometimes throws us unexpected unpleasant moments right on the eve of wonderful things approaching. Is this some sort of Divine test to see if we're strong enough to persevere, strong enough to hold our faith, strong enough to keep smiling? It may be a modicum of all of those, and it may be none of them. It all depends on our perspective and our conscious choices. There's obvious merit in not giving in to despair. No one wants to dwell in such a sad mental and emotional space.
I like the thought of clearing the road for better energies to manifest. That empowers my Spirit, and lifts my heart, and it most certainly eases that heaviness of breath that was making itself felt. Choosing to look at this situation as a positive, this clearing of the road for better things to come, allows me to feel a rush of anticipation. A sense of sureness that yes, this is all part of the Greater Picture, the Greater Plan, and is a necessary piece of the process. It is a strong truth that before order can be created, chaos usually is the precursor. With that in mind, I am now better able to face these smaller bits of detritus littering my path, because I recognize that this is a clearing of discordant energies that no longer serve a positive purpose. Logically, if I move through these smaller moments of frustration and weather them with equanimity and a sense of Grace, they will clear away that much more quickly. I just have to be willing to roll my sleeves up and be purposeful in how I choose to direct my energies to clear the debris littering my personal path. It's the concept that is resonating the most strongly for me, so that is what I am choosing to embrace.
I'd love to hear your thoughts on this.
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