Big life altering decisions are tough and putting them off suspends you.
I call this the place Limbo. It is not a nice place to be, but it is safe. Any regrets, failures and impact won’t reach you there. But neither will any successes.
Eventually you have to take a leap of faith. This feels like letting go of one trapeze and grabbing on to the one that’s coming towards you.
On the other side all the consequences of your decision will be revealed.
There is no going back. And so you move forward.